Again

This one is about as dark as the last one, with inspiration from both Nirvana (starting paragaraph) and Gorillaz (short, faster moving lines).

Again (Unkind) (14/9/09)
Hate me, scar me again,
Loathe me, bite me again,
Shoot me, release these chains,
Use me, for your own gains,
Waste me, there is no hope,
Chase me, go smoke that dope,

And I wish that I was dead,
There’s chaos in my head,
It hangs like weights of lead,
Even in my sleepless bed,
It cannot be ignored,
You say that you are bored,

Well I tell you I’m ignored,
As I raise this heavy sword,
The blade across my neck,
What will happen next?,
Read through this darned text,
You sicken, plague my mind,
But somehow you will find,
That darkness lurks behind,

Don’t say that I’m unkind,
Are you deaf as well as blind?,
You do not here my cries,
You do not see my plight,
In the middle of the night,
When I am full of fright,
The future ain’t so bright,
All I see are fights,
Endless nights,
Brawls and riots,
Burning spires,
Now you tell me I’m unkind,
But I think you’ll find,
It’s you who lurks behind,
It’s you who gives me fright,
In those endless nights,
It’s you who plagues my mind,
Leaves me far behind,
I see evil in those eyes,
Destruction in these skies,
Planes that never fly,
No I’m camera shy,
Though I hope you do not spy,
See me break and cry,
Wish that I would die,
Cheat, steal kill and lie,
Makes me wonder why?,
When all that’s done is shite,
No I’m not polite,
Yes I have the right,
To speak against your crimes,
There is blame in these rhymes,
So many of these times,
Oh I do apologise,
Destruction in your eyes,
Birds that never fly,
I wish that I would die,

Then I hear her voice,
The voice that gives me choice,
Gives my speech a noise,
Stand out from other boys,
Away from tools and toys,
Shatter all your ploys,
Now who’s being coy?,
Now who will annoy?,
Make you paranoid?,

I will make you pay,
For all the things you say,
From day to day,
All these games you play,
I will make you pay,
Today.